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If saying the words i love you everyday could show and express the feelings i have for you then that would be so easy now wouldn’t it but it isn’t like that….sadly. i want to be able to make you happy and give you what you need in every way possible but at this moment i cant i only have my words and my affection and that’s not going to take me very far with you,i know you say you don’t expect much but in reality everyone expects more with the person there with, i have nothing to offer you & i don’t know if i ever will. some people make it in life & some don’t. i don’t want you to waste you’re time on me you need someone who can provide, i have many dreams and hopes for a better tomorrow but i know they will never come true the older i get the more step backs i take it kinda sucks to be in my shoes i know i show different but I’m really very UN-happy with the way my life is & being with you is embarrassing. i don’t know what I’m trying to say really i just know i woke up & decided to jot down what I’m feeling on a daily basis.
Wake Me Up - I Cant Wake Up.
Save Me From The Nothing Ive Become.
